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Deep in Depression

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This is a nearly true account of my own depression. The real version, the one that I recorded in my blog, is that a black cat had saved me from my own attempted death. I am still suffering from trauma over the incident, mostly because I hate cats and I think God was pulling a cosmic joke on me of some sort at that time. The song is "Nothing Can Be Explained" by Mike Wyzgowski. And yes, I am still depressed. There are lots of things... lots of inexplicable things... that I can't actually describe as to how they disturb me. End.

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Uploaded: September 15, 2006 at 4:30 am
Author: amelhanan

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LoveTruthVeryMuch (October 6, 2008 at 9:07 pm)
You dont have "depression" that is caused from some uncontrollable "external force". The depressive thinking you have is self-induced, caused by your abusive personality, very aggressive thinking and the music you listen to. You suffer depressive thinking from your own free choices. You are very ungrateful for what you have, and you hate others who have more than you. That has caused jealousy and bitterness. Only Jesus can save you from your own self-destructive thinking and your pride.
realeducation23 (October 6, 2008 at 9:06 am)
Namaste realeducation23 formerly realeducation before youtube blitz truth love light oxox network of truth
LoveTruthVeryMuch (October 5, 2008 at 8:11 pm)
The answer is found in the TENTH Commandment - THOU SHALT NOT COVET. Depressed people are "depressed" because they covet, and wish they had something more than what they have. They do not focus on the gratitude of what they have (glass half full), instead they focus on what they don't have (glass half empty) and are ungrateful for that. That is why they have depressing thoughts. Its about how a person views themselves, the world and their future, and they are negative and ungrateful about that.
Edivision (September 30, 2008 at 2:37 pm)
please take a minute to consider how lucky you are to have ppl that care about YOU.
Edivision (September 30, 2008 at 2:34 pm)
nice work amel & thank you for sharing your experiences. i'm glad you didn't end your life because your video has been of enormous benefit to thousands of others with similar thoughts. live in the now, the past is nothing but memories & the future depends on your actions right now. keep generating things of beauty, this world needs people like you.
Molotovmind87 (September 29, 2008 at 7:28 pm)
Everything one does is fucking 'selfish.' You can't win.
Molotovmind87 (September 29, 2008 at 7:26 pm)
...the idea that thinking and attitude causes depression is pushed hard by psychologists who want to be seen as credible.
Molotovmind87 (September 29, 2008 at 7:24 pm)
I'm sorry, but I feel I have to tell you that that is bullshit. Maybe that is the case for a minority of depression sufferers, but in many cases (and in my case) my family and friends would say that I am not a pessimistic person or envious at all. I even have a sense of humour!! I believe it is too much stress that caused me to suffer. Once you are already depressed, THEN your thinking and attitude changes...
phil8422 (September 29, 2008 at 2:42 am)
it seems nothing but bad shit happens to me ever since 6th grade, the entire school was making fun or me cuz of my last name, and it took 2 yrs for it to get better, and now that it finaly over some bitch is spreading rumors about me, and now this girl who liked me and i was gona ask out herd about it by her bff who is spreading it and now its all fucked up, i cant take another year of this bs i just cant, im not gona spend another year praying not to wake up
dougiesy (September 28, 2008 at 11:57 pm)
Into our DNA. I have been in an accelerated program of a contact with the Holy Spirit nad I witness Him on a daily basis. But I am currently going back and forth in that contact with Him and want an even closer connection but I am fighting it at the same time. Don't know what to do. He is here with me now and I feel He is waiting for me somehow. Thanks you for your comment about being in our DNA. I just needed confirmation that this is happening to me.

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